Ah... I like doing long journals, but this may be short cause I'm very tired right now. I just went through like 1200 deviations cause of my horrible horrible hiatus.

I shall comment on... prolly nothing, because I'm trying to catch up. I shall resume commenting later. I shall reply and all that also later. But that comes later.

Also, I feel like I need to excuse myself, because I am also like, 3 weeks or something like that late for the prom contest. I mean, it finished up, but we still need to do the whole prizes and all that thing. And I so was looking forward to the prizes and all that.

See, what happened was, that I was really jazzed about it two days before, you all saw that, cause I was all... doing everything I was putting off. But then, one day before the contest's deadline, BAM! I was dumped.

I did have a boyfriend, don't be surprised with me, and the thing was that I actually did love him dearly. We were cool and everything, still friends, but I was just so incredibly heart-broken that I shoved all my personal responsibilities and things I wanted to do because I just went into such a phase of depression.

Which sucks even worse because that's exactly something that Bella would do.

And damn, do I hate Bella. *snarl*

Well then, school ended like some days later, and then I got over it. But I still refused to do anything. I guess I was feeling sorry for myself? Anyway.

Then, a week passed and my birthday popped up. Yay for all of you who remembered I love you guys<3333 but then a friend of mine brought up some harsh memories of the break-up and then told me something nasty about it that... well, depressed me again.

And then I went back into the whole I'm depressed and sad and I want to be loved by someone, my ex if I can help it thing.

Gawd, so bella-esque, innit? Dammit.

So then my cousins came over from Illinois and I think they helped cheer me up, cause I feel happy enough to come on here again. Yay<3

Sooooo, that's my excuse in a nutshell. Now that I've told you, I feel a huge weight off my shoulders. Cause I felt bad the whole time about ditching you guys last second. Complete withdrawal. You mad at me?

I guess I deserve it, being very Bella, and all that. Dammit, I hate Bella. I hate her so hard.

I shall be back in action very soon. I have a brand-spanking new laptop that's better then my hunk-of-junk compy to kick butt in :3

I'll get around to doing everything I wanted to do on here soon, I promise :3